Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Doing this.

...coughs...clears throats...and steps up to the mic. "Hello world, my name is Tonicka Middleton but MOST people know me by Nikki Middleton. However, my stage name is Paradise Hill. Allow me to introduce myself"..... I am:
A mother - 2 sons. Teenagers. Headaches. Love them to tears.
A daughter - A headache. A brat. Loved to death.
A sister - A bitch. A bestfriend. Loved to death.

...and a whole lot of other things combined. So I'm like most the average working woman, grateful for my paycheck but not doing what I'm destined to do or what makes me happy. THIS makes me happy. Writing makes me happy. Expressing myself makes my happy. (Just ask my boyfriend...he says "I"m too deep")....another story...another blog....another topic...another day. But TODAY, this AM while on my 40 min commute to work, I decided that I have no desire to spend the next 5 years of my life (If the Lord blesses me with many, many more) doing that which makes me unhappy. I'm a writer, it's in my soul and it oozes out of me.
.....and it makes me HAPPY!!!!
So (sticking my tongue out..in love) to my boyfriend who tells me "I read too much, and I think/talk to much" this is my outlet....cuz in the words of my alter ego Tamar Braxton "A bitch need a outlet"!!!! So all bull aside...I hope you enjoy my outlet.
my writing. My outbursts. My blurbs. It's me..me...me....

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